...

i will rest tonight not in your arms

but i'll dream of you embracing me

i will lie my body next to a pillow

and remember your warmth enveloping me

it's a blanket that will wrap my body

but it's your love that wraps me tenderly

it's a pillow that will cradle my head 

but it's your memory that keeps my brain alive 

i will miss you tonight 

as i am missing you every minute 

that we're not together 

i will long for your embrace 

as much as i long for your presence

i miss you honey... wish you were here...

let me just be me

if i am your head 

i'll think of you always 

if i am your shoulders 

i'll carry your burden 

if i am your chest 

i'll hold you close to my heart

if i am your hand 

i'll never let you go if 

i am your feet 

i'll lead you to my way 

  but, honey, i'm not your body parts 

so let me just be me to care for you 

and love you tenderly 

i love you.

how do i miss thee?

i miss your eyes
the windows of your soul
i miss your nose
when you nuzzle me close
i miss your lips
giving me that sweet loving kiss
i miss your hands
which lovingly hold mine
i miss your lap
where i can leisurely take a nap
i miss your embrace
assuring me all is in God's grace
i miss your presence
the whole you, your essence

why do i miss thee?
because you complete me.

written while i was waiting for your text. i miss you, hon.

5:34p 02-24-2011

i love you

of all the birthdays i celebrated in this world
this is yet the most memorable, because of you, willord
the wishes are granted, given by the Lord
forever in my heart, all of them i will hold.

thank you so much, everything i can recall -
for being there always at my beck & call
for steadying me when im about to fall
& for simply being there because i am your all.

some people may disapprove if i post this in facebook
i just can feel their emotions, imagine their reactions, how they look
i simply don't care, this is a free country
i just want to tell the world im lucky, and i love you, too, honey.

senti mode lang

gusto kong sumulat

ang nasa dibdib isiwalat

nais kong ipagkalat

saya ng buhay at alat

suot-suot ko yaring singsing mo

alalagaan ko maging ang puso mo

isang pangako ako'y laging iyo

buhat nuon, di pa rin nagbabago

may mga tumutol man sa ating relasyon

kumontra man sa atin maging ang panahon

isa lamang duon ang aking itutugon

pag-ibig sa isa't-isa ang sa ati'y magbabangon

sinubukan na nga tayo maging ng tadhana

pinilit iginupo ng pighati't luha

maging malupit maging ang madla

hanggang sa tayong dalawa'y naghiwalay kusa

maraming taon tayo'y magkahiwalay

nangyayari sa isa't-isa wala tayong malay

sarili'y tinatanong ano nga bang saysay

ang patuloy na mabuhay kung kabiyak di kaagapay

naging matatag tayo parehong di sumuko

sa paghahanapan di man lang nahapo

dumating ang araw muli nga tayong nagtagpo

kapanipaniwala bang pag-ibig nati'y nanatiling buo?

ngunit bakit ganun mayroon pa ding balakid

may natitira pang tanikalang lubid

di na ba maaalis yaring mga bikig

hanggang kailan natin titibayan ang ating mga dibdib?

nais ko mang ngumiti sa kabila ng lungkot

minsan di ko magawa, gusto ko la'y lumimot

bakit ang buhay ay masalimuot

sing gubat ng bundok, sing lalim ng laot

kaarawan ko ngayon dapat masaya

kumpleto na sana dahil kapiling ka

ngunit isa pa ang aking hihilingin

ang dumating ang araw na ika'y buong akin.

4:37p

As i rest my eyes
to catch some sleep
I'll dream of you, sweetheart
so you wouldn't slip
I cannot bear the thought
of you going away
Or me going places
when you are here to stay


Let us walk together
hand-n-hand you and i
Enjoy life to the fullest
when love is at greatest
When sadness is at bay
or when problems linger
Everything will be okay
if you'll just touch my finger


I am not a writer
nor a poet for that matter
I can't explain all these writings
the words just keep on flowing
Maybe it's the heart that speaks
and the pen is the medium
For me to say what i feel -
i love you, sweetheart, and it's real.

/080710 7:10a

pag-ibig

pag-ibig 

 minsan ako'y nagmahal 

naging isang makata 

pangalan ay laging usal 

laruan ng dila 

  tadhana'y nagbiro 

ako ay nabigo 

lumuha ang puso 

pangarap ay naglaho 

  buo pa din ako 

kung iyong titingnan 

wag mo lang susuriin 

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